Lamer's Life ;

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Finally Out Of My Stress =)

Hi everyone. So long did'nt get to update my blog. Now i Gonna Update all about this few days =)

Firstly i am happy that i move out of my house.

Well find abit wierd is'nt it? but even my mum & dad agree to let me move out

is a long story. If wan to know can call me and ask

It's second day since i move out. Well it's not really fit me into that house

cos i am like a visitors who stay there, but i hope slowly

will get use to it.

Secondly is my test. I keep study & study till forgot to let you all know that

i move out of house.

I AM SORRY EVERYONE

ESPECIALLY LAOPO, SIS, HONEY AND BRO

I THIS FEW DAYS VERY STRESS TILL

DID'NT CONTACT YOU ALL

BUT HOPE WE WILL KEEP IN TOUCH

AND MEET UP ALRIGHTS.

Now i am not so stress, but there is still a burden for me like work & exam.

But i will over-come it not matter what.

I will get my best shot out and enjoy my life in holiday time

with you all.

I am not in cine anymore , maybe you get to see me elsewhere but cine

well is not that i am anti but just that don't feel like going there anymore

i need new environment for me to grow on and learnt on

i can't keep playing everyday, i am 20 and i am having independents life now it serious hard life for me to go on so i am sorry if don't see me in cine but can meet you all at other place. Still the MAKOTO whom use to be so don't worry i won't change but is just that i change to be a nerd to think of my lifetime. I now a days stress and stress did'nt get into a nice sleep because of test and think of how to save money and pay up all my debt. You all would find it quite stupid how come i don't want to take money from my parents and everything but seriously i all along having a independents life so use to it. And is not i don't wan to but there is a reason behind too.

All along my life is a HARD life but now i plan everything properly and hope that everything would go smoothly as i plan. So that i won't be that stress and can't meet till you all =)

And most unlucky things happen is wednesday i get caught smoking in school. OMG the teacher abit blur blur or maybe give me chance does'nt wan to take my IC but just take a picture of me and my friend who get caught smoking. LOL funny right? And somemore i still can pose while taking that picture. haha i should be scared but end up quite funny. But really hope that won't get into anything . Because is $200 . is not a small sum is a big sum to me ! hahas

And second unlucky or lucky thing is that i get into a bird-shit. I thought is a tree branch drop behind my shoulder but end up i go look at it, is a bird-shit damn it.

That is my few days life.

Hope everyone is taking a good care of yourself.

I MISS YOU ALL

you know what i miss my EX suddenly. *LING*

I don't know why that day it's come to my mind

But all along i did'nt forget her did'nt let her go out of my heart

She is the one that Almost given me a good Days last time

I heard that she quarrel with her guy but i could'nt do anything to make her smile

In my heart you are always there

*I Am Praying To God Always To Take A Good Care Of You*

Well thats all i gonna say. I will update as soon as possible everytime to let you all know

what is happening to me now a days.

picture will be upload when i am free and able to use my laptop.

Thanks syariff for teaching me and buck me up on my study

Thanks kiefer bro' for accomapny me always and share with me

Thanks elisha bro' you did'nt forget me

Thanks baobei*becca you are always my bei

Thanks darling*bao you did'nt forget me too and meet me up and pillan me with your bike +)

see you everyone

Labels: The Life that i had now

Monday, August 4, 2008

Study and Working

Well this few days was boring day for me . Friday, Saturday and Sunday . work work work !
make me so tiring. Even wants to go out also no mood like too tired.
For school today i went like only 3 hours then go home. hais. so boring . exams also coming soon !
i feel like SHUFFLING AGAIN ! omg . Long time never shuffle now suddenly got the urge to shuffle in club ! SHUFFLE SHUFFLE SHUFFLE !

I FIND THIS CAP NICE !

LIMITED EDITION

THE WOODSFUCK

I still thinking of getting it .

Cos still compairing with other cap at far east. hahas.

USE IT FOR SHUFFLE

AND
TECKTONICK

WELL HOPE THIS SHUFFLE MEET UP WOULD BE SUCCESSFULL

And get to learn more skill .

WILL UPDATE MORE IF GOT MORE ADVENTURE HAHAS =)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

This few days life

Well. This few days i was out tonning outside. My life is getting bored now a days. Like not much fun outside. It's was'nt like last time anymore. Last time when there's more party around at nigh. And enjoy with my friend outside etc. Clubbing . Stay overnigh and enjoying all those morning madness. But now those are'nt here now. It's gone in a miss. I really hope my life will get much more enjoyying.

I get to know new friend. Jimmy , yoyo and san ji ! =) well did'nt really get to know him well. But we share our thoughts and our life yesterday.

YOYO WISH YOU GOOD LUCK

WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO COME OUT

AND ENJOY OUR NIGHS WELL

SAN JI YOU TOO YA.

After so many things happen. I think its time for me to be back to normal life and study hard. I think and think about it, well i may enjoy outside now a days but in the future, can i ? well i can too, but if i get on to my study life i will have much more beautiful future. But if i don't buck up now i will get into deep shit. So hope i will get into my normal life and do my best for my career and start to settle my life properly.

Sorry to all my friend, if i did'nt ask you all out all what. After you get to read on to my blog, you will know why. Hope you all understand and i will enjoy with you all after my everything is done properly. Wish you all good luck and enjoy yourself well.

Right now. I am just thinking of my past. Thinking of what should i do to survive my own. Sometime i am jealousy of those who are born to be rich. They can take allowance from thier parents like $20 ~ $50 per day. And buy things for them. From young 16 years old onwards. I am having a indepedents life. Work work work study study study. Even birthday present, did i get anything nice ? not at all. I buy things using my own money. Well i am grate atleast my parents will give me $50 for present? Well thats not what i wan. In singapore you think i can spent $50 for how many days ? not even a day ! hais. I am always so shagg but no one knows. Only my bros understand me. Thanks. Maybe can see me happily outside but seriously i am not happy as you think. Especially for so many chinese new year. The total amount of ang bao i get is only $150 ~ $200 thats all. hais. for that money i spent for 1 day and is gone. Really hard to survive in singapore. But not matter what i have to !

I have to work hard and study hard from now on ! I don't get to enjoy i think is alrights. I will just get some drink if i am stress. Meet up at the nigh to have dinner with friends. Share things with someone.

My bless to myself

HOPE I CAN HAVE A BETTER LIFE ON

NOT MATTER WHAT I WILL WORK HARD AND DO MY BEST
AIM FOR WHAT I WANT AND GET IT FOR MYSELF

OH YA ONE MORE THINGS

my birthday wishes come true. Thanks god =)

Friday, July 25, 2008

Enjoy ourself in east coast.

WAS DONE BY BELICIA & NICOLE

BELICIA AND CLIFTON (COUPLE)

JAMES . NICOLE . KUAN WEI

NICOLE & BELICIA

(BESTFRIEND FROM THE DAY THEY ARE)

This was taken when we were at east coast. Is like we make a decision of going down to look at the sun rise but in the end we ended up watching nothing but we had a good time there.
We chill and chat around from 4am till morning 7am till i left.
It's was a sea breezing.
It's was so relaxing over there.
But it's has a memories in there.
It's make me think back of my past again but i try not to think too much about it.
Cos not matter what past is a past.
Have to go on with it.
So be strong and think of the future.
Sometimes we were think of a past when it come to a place where that is memories
but not matter what it's already memories
so try to put it in your heart
and treasure what you have in your present.
And build up your present life better
With all those mistake that you had been made in the past
So that you can see a brighter future in your own eye
And build it with your own hand
And you will see the colorfull future of yours.

Labels: Cool yet bitter

Happy Birthday joanna =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA *LAOPO*

BIRTHDAY KISS FOR YOU =)

Wish you good luck in whatever you do ! better be a good girl from now on. cos you turn 16 already and is like better know how to treasure life. And especially when underage party comes i will diffinitely bring you ! And you can use your own IC to enter le. Jia you for your O's ! Study hard and aim for your best don't always fool around and keep wants to go out. When comes to study, better study hard. when comes to play then play hard =)